Feelings, by The Taste of Vomit x RayRayBeats

Feelings

by The Taste of Vomit x RayRayBeats

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1.	How Many 03:14	lyrics	buy track
How many songs can I write about death How many songs can I write about anxiety And how many grunges can I hold onto In the deepest depths of the caverns inside of me How many songs can I write about love How many songs can I write about wealth And how many times can I bring up trying To gain the strength to improve my mental health I'm a little embarrassed these words got me sounding like Holden I got places to go but I feel like I'm snowed in I wish I stood for the people like somebody like Snowden But alas, I'm an unused chair - folding I wanna be someone unique I wanna be some heard But all I do is complain, am I locked out of my brain Feeling like the worlds gone cold I wanna be someone unique I wanna be some heard But all I do is complain, am I locked out of my brain Feeling like the worlds gone cold How many songs can I write about grieving How many songs can I write about living How many times can I try to escape The burdens surrounding the world that we live in How many songs can I write about writing How many songs can I write in a rhyme And how many times can I think about being A slave to language and measurable time I'm a little self-conscious I'm still sounding like Holden Consumed by the feelings that I always seem to hold in I shut people out as to not let the cold in I got dealt a good hand, why am I considering folding I wanna be someone unique I wanna be some heard But all I do is complain, am I locked out of my brain Feeling like the worlds gone cold I wanna be someone unique I wanna be some heard But all I do is complain, am I locked out of my brain Feeling like the worlds gone cold How many songs can I write about death How many songs can I write about anxiety And how many grunges can I hold onto In the deepest depths of the caverns inside of me How many songs can I write about love How many songs can I write about wealth And how many times can I bring up trying To gain the strength to improve my mental health (How many songs can I write about grieving How many songs can I write about living How many times can I try to escape The burdens surrounding the world that we live in How many songs can I write about writing How many songs can I write in a rhyme And how many times can I think about being A slave to language and measurable time) How many songs can I write about my feelings How many songs can I write about my feelings How many songs can I write about my feelings How many songs can I write about
2.	Empty (featuring B1ack C0wboy) 03:02	lyrics	buy track
My words hold me captive I created the cage I choose to be trapped in The mirrors always laughing So i disappear like magic and reappear tragic As my foot now dangles from the neck of a rabbit My mind's opening up new tabs like acid Burned so many bridges the river is now ashes My inner dialogue is a bit too savage But apologies are a dime a dozen I need to feel like a million bucks I said I'd be there when I really wasn't That was the end of discussion - can we end the percussion My cluttered teeth are casualtys Sailing over troubled seas I'm drowning in the subtleties - so I'll just Remain silent like the sound of subtle's b's I wish my days weren't so empty What's so wrong with a little relief To stop the pain I've already Gone too far like you wouldn't believe My mind can be abusive I try to shut it out, but these thoughts are intrusive My dreams are rarely lucid And the lack of control makes me feel like I'm stupid Or at the very least, had a few screws loosened But when I chip in two cents, I feel like a nuisance So maybe I'm just lost among the humans And I should just cut myself off like some loose ends But alienation is not the answer I'm trying fight with all my might I feel just like a breathing cancer So lower the anchor and encase me in amber My thoughts they seem to hinder me As I fade into obscurity Strangled by the inner me, so I can just Revel in the everlasting fear of infinity I wish my days weren't so empty What's so wrong with a little relief To stop the pain I've already Gone too far like you wouldn't believe I wish my days weren't so empty...
3.	Feelerz (featuring Savan DePaul) 02:59	lyrics	buy track
From a city that turns a blind eye to those In raggity clothes, with a jesus christ pose Got me feeling like an uncle that just took your nose But I suppose, that's just how it goes (yea) Tell your homies you love them And if they're still around maybe you can hug them 'Cause you never know what my dude future can carry Existence reserves the right to remain scary Thirty plus years into trying to find my place My goals cleared up with the acne from my face Anxiety grows like some unwanted body hair Scaling the fourth wall to get the heck up out of here Fuck around and catch some emotional growth Spaceship pulls up, hop in, headed home We're all doing what we can to feel a little less alone Set a drink more water reminder on your phone Trying to see words a little more clearer Making friends with the people in the mirrors It'll hit you right in the feelers Hit you right in the feelers Trying to see words a little more clearer Making friends with the people in the mirrors It'll hit you right in the feelers Hit you right in the feelers What was thought of as normal was really normative Cornered within corridor, I’m informed by this No corps for this mega existential war I’m in Of course it’s shit, the stench of death is stenciled sorely in I see the symbiosis strapping system and individual I channel Pythagoras to space the fuck out in intervals This script of mine is without divine, but still holds principle My moral code can stand alone, it’s universally applicable But is it enough to preserve my own flesh? Heart beat at fast rate to spite my own chest A paranoia exists within me Afropessimism won’t shift my 16’s Time-space moving at shit-my-britch speed So I scan all of those circumstances I cannonball with no circus dancers I’ll be damned if that involves certain cancers You can’t have thought of them as cannon fodder I caterwaul with that pertinent anger No cameras on it’s just damaged, lost like Goddamn Savan, you best search for answers Trying to see words a little more clearer Making friends with the people in the mirrors It'll hit you right in the feelers Hit you right in the feelers Trying to see words a little more clearer Making friends with the people in the mirrors It'll hit you right in the feelers Hit you right in the feelers Trying to see words a little more clearer Making friends with the people in the mirrors It'll hit you right in the feelers Hit you right in the feelers Trying to see words a little more clearer Making friends with the people in the mirrors It'll hit you right in the feelers Hit you right in the
4.	Heartbeats and Melodys 02:48	lyrics	buy track
Head above the clouds, enlightened by the sound, of my heartbeat I can feel it in the ground, I was lost and now I found, you make my soul speak Feeling less alone, I guess I found my home, as my thoughts leak The moon soothes the earth, in the way that, you once told me, can you hold me I just wanted to say, sorry for my Flawed communication and patience at times I'm sorry my mental can be a bit much But I appreciate the calming state of your touch I'm sorry for the way that it may make you feel When I struggle to say how exactly I feel I'm thankful for the ways you help me to see The person I am and the one I can be And I can feel the sun in the sky So I don't fear the troubles of this life Back by the nuance, the nuance of the breeze If I am the rhythm, would you be my melody Head above the clouds, enlightened by the sound, of my heartbeat I can feel it in the ground, I was lost and now I found, you make my soul speak Feeling less alone, I guess I found my home, as my thoughts leak The moon soothes the earth, in the way that, you once told me, can you hold me And I just wanted to say, thank you for caring Thanks for showing love to a soul once barren Thanks for sharing a little part of you with with me And doing everything in your power to lift me Thanks for hearing me as I talk through my trauma And being a smile in this world full of drama It's hard to express all I'm thankful for When you're everything in this world to me, and more And I can feel the sun in the sky So I don't fear the troubles of this life Back by the nuance, the nuance of the breeze If I am the rhythm, would you be my melody If I am the rhythm (yea) If I am the rhythm (yea) If I am the rhythm (yea) If I am the rhythm, would you be my melody
5.	Eyes close 02:20	lyrics	buy track
Where do I go when my eyes close Face the fact that only I knows Fixed on the place of these ten toes Where do I go, where do I go I contemplate fate bumping an unfinished Roebus One tape -- We all need a form of escape It's like the tree in the forest when no one is around Does it even make a sound, and how would you know It goes one for the worm food, two for your soul Three for this unexplained need to feel whole Running for the light when you start to get cold And the days getting old, and the days getting You got a wallet full of cards and dead prez Well my wallets full of cards from some lost friends God please make it rain on the day that I die So i can finally see a means to an end I'm just trying to understand this thing called life And attempting to figure out what happens after Fuck your standards, I got my feet in the shark pool As my soul stays suspended fromthe rafters, like Where do I go when my eyes close Face the fact that only I knows Fixed on the place of these ten toes Where do I go, where do I go When Roebus rapped 'There's a monkey on my back Pointing his finger laughing', motherfucker, I felt that I wanna be present when matter is redefined Beyond all limits of this construct mind So we dance for the light, and we dance for salvation We dance to the static of our thoughts between stations Trying to fill the void of our mortal limitations We need vindication, we need vindi-- There's been many times I've chocked o regret As my mind travels time and it won't relent So I try to escape the shackles of fate And free the memory of birth from a fugue state I just wish I knew why it is we're here And I wanna know where we might be going Fuck your god, I'll graffiti my own casket Waiting on forever, when theres no way of knowing, like Where do I go when my eyes close Face the fact that only I knows Fixed on the place of these ten toes Where do I go, where do I go
6.	Toxic Masculinity / Boys Don't Cry Pt1 02:26	lyrics	buy track
Since the jump you weren't supposed to bring up your feelings Abuse passed down from the floor boards to the ceilings Head stay tilted from these one side of earrings Hat broke off, am I starting to see things Walls flyered with toxic masculinity Couch surrounded by unread books like where the fuck you sending me Not to play to cliches, but I think I am my own worst enemy Fuck all the buzz, 'cause, I never found the friend in me Losing my head like I'm Lincoln or Kennedy Shots fired from the grassy knoll of insecurity Dumping fake buckets of blood on your purity Temper stays the length of your hair cut And then what, motherfucker we been stuck Sticking hands in warm water to make your fiends pissed Fuck around and graduate to misogynist And yea I know that we can do better There's more to talk about than sports and the weather Stick your chest in and keep the bass out your voice A willingness to be open puts weight to your voice I wanna rejoice, I need to repent I wanna convey its ok to blow hot air and vent I wanna say its ok to not be There's a way to move passed the mundane monotony Of everyday life, and its ok to be nice Its ok to say sorry and ask for advice I wanna tell all my platonic friends that I love them Before they're six feet tectonic and I'm kneeling above them Like why, why, why god, why Why does it feel so shameful to cry Why did I live, when they had to die And what the fuck does it mean to really be alive Boys, boys, boys don't cry Reaching for help with your hands in the sky, like Boys, boys, boys don't cry Reaching for help with your hands in the sky, like Boys, boys, boys don't cry Reaching for help with your hands in the sky, like Boys, boys, boys don't cry (Reaching for help with your) ..boys don't cry

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Mixtape by emcee and songwriter The Taste of Vomit with production by Ray Ray Beats

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released December 4, 2020

1.) How Many
2.) Empty (featuring B1ack C0wboy)
3.) Feelerz (featuring Savan DePaul)
4.) Heartbeats and Melodys
5.) Eyes Close
6.) Toxic Masculinity / Boys Don't Cry Pt1

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The Taste of Vomit - Rhymes
RayRay Beats - Beats
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Additional vocals on track 2 by B1ack C0wboy
Additional vocals on track 3 by Savan DePaul
Additional samples and scratches on track 2 by The Taste of Vomit
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