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The Indoorsman

by The Taste of Vomit

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    side a - 1. inside my mind (featuring john s hall) 2. stay indoors (featuring ledus) 3. stag nation 4. the night your heart got ripped out 5. the place we had our first date went out of business then so did we 6. inside job (featuring amani reid)
    side b - 7. the invitation 8. in with the out crowd (featuring heirmax, love ulysses, and duncecap) 9. houseplant
    10. in motion (featuring kouraj) 11. sunroom 12. (the indoorsman) reprise

    all lyrics and vocals written and performed by the taste of vomit, additional lyrics and vocals written and performed by john s hall on track 1, ledus on track 2, heirmax love uylsses and duncecap on track 8, and kouraj on track 10.
    production on tracks 1-4, and 6-11 by davesocozy. production on track 5 by different star. production on track 12 by steven bupp. recorded, mixed, and mastered by davesocozy at cozy lotus studios. art by the taste of vomit and davesocozy. cassettes by stain magics records (2023)

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I N S I D E M Y M I N D I N S I D E M Y M I N D I N S I D E M Y M I N D I N S I D E M Y M I N D Let's go I N S I D E M Y M I N D I N S I D E M Y M I N D I N S I D E M Y M I N D I N S I D E M Y M I N D Let's go I N S I D E M Y M I N D I N S I D E M Y M I N D I N S I D E M Y M I N D I N S I D E M Y M I N D Let's go Inside my mind it's dark and dangerous You don't want to go in there without a gun and a flashlight Inside my mind it's dark and confusing You don't want to go in there without a compass or a GPS Inside my mind it's dark and lonely You don't want to go in there without a friend or a lot of self love Inside my mind it's dark and there's no food You don't want to go in there without a sandwich or a salad or something Inside my mind it's dark and, well, it's very dark You don't want to go in there without some optimism and definitely that flashlight Inside my mind it's dark and ignorant If you were to come inside I'd appreciate it if you brought an encyclopedia Or some kind of device that has access to Wikipedia and what not Inside my mind its very very dark And if you could come inside and maybe shed some light I'd appreciate it very much Inside My Mind Mind My Inside Inside
2.
Let's sing our own song about the joy of staying indoors I know of a place where you never get harmed A magical place with magical charms Indoors Indoors Indoors Take it away It seems I've been stuck in this room for so long I'm hallucinating colors of wind on my walls My pity is top tier we having a ball As a sea of water bottles is blocking the door A pyramid of laundry is the eighth wonder My blanket is a black hole sucking me under I'm shocked how my worry can satisfy my hunger And I wonder when the silence is gonna call my number I haven't turned the lights on in like a week My brain is in a daze, body feels weak Time pass like the years that we leap So I got a leg up on accepting defeat And yea my heart called me out of work again The voices in my head tend to be my only friend How long do i wait for the heaviness to end I'm tired of these emotions and having to balance them It's been so long since I've seen you Always alone in my room, but nothing is wrong There's a chord on the shades I don't know what its for Been isolated so long I'm generating lore Peering through the blinds is deteriorating minds Do you think there is a flaw in my interior design Surviving off supplies that arrive by delivery Confused by the confusion of how confusing my feelings be As regret coats the walls like nicotine A sign on the door reads Thanks For Not Visiting And I think I might be allergic to my shower Drunk on ignored texts, missing happy hour The pillow becomes an extension of my head As my body is now chemically fused to this bed I sleep all day and still feel restless I know what to do, but feel so helpless Like a ghost trapped between planes of existence I'm tied to this room with unfinished business It's been so long since I've seen you Always alone in my room But nothing is wrong Nothing is wrong
3.
Stag Nation 02:27
I got memories like a disposable camera I'm overexposed and running out of stamina Stuck between the whole like E and A As I meander, it's just me and a Sort of directionless state Been known to take a passive take on fate I'm driftwood in the eye of the storm And my wave opposes the currents of the norm A flag in the window where hope and hopelessness converge Re-calibrate the search When I don't even know what I'm looking for Treasure map on the floor, tattered and torn At a standstill, still scared to explore I don't know what there is to be moving towards Shift focus, I know our ship wasn't bogus It was beneficial to both of us, I just Don't wanna view the past through shit colored lens Nor trap you in my thoughts like life sentences Please don't mention it, I guess I'm still sensitive I can't talk 'cause healing is expense-ative And I just wanna move But I can't seem to move And I feel like I've been locked out of purgatory Bruno Mars with the grenade in the conservatory I came this close to blowing up my progress In search of a fantasy like Lake Loch Ness Feet planted deep routed in trauma Is to exist on this planet to exist in drama Comma, my thoughts are a run on sentence And all the love letters is like did we meant this I stay mixed up the tenses I been scared to trust any of my senses I feel so senseless, stagnate, defenseless Uncomfortable, sitting on these fences If I can't let you go, would you let me go It's not that I don't care I just wanna let you know That I'm sinking in the sand, reaching for your hand When our love is in the back of a U-haul van, and I just wanna move But I can't seem to move
4.
Show me where it hurts Kiss you where your soul first left this Earth We can bathe in all your worth Just show me where it hurts I wanna hear about The night your heart got ripped out So tell me what you need I wanna be your nourishment, take my body as your feed And we can plant the seed Just tell me what you need I wanna hear about The night your heart got ripped out
5.
I don't wanna be alone Nor tethered to carrier pigeons with messages to home So please absolve me from the chords of this phone No, no, I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna be alone Nor tethered to carrier pigeons with messages to home So please absolve me from the chords of this phone I don't wanna be alone anymore A time machine is a dirty picture of brick and mortar By a courtyard, see the moon by the gazebo, I'm transported To exploring bodies from the airwaves over the Atlantic Hit the bell if you like, but our love was organic The Irish mountain tops were a beautiful view A snapshot, snap back, no cap, it's like what do I do But I'd be reminisced to claim I know not what I miss Vocal tonality fades but the warmth still exists So messages come cloaked in black neon paint But is this really healing or just another escape I tried to cope Swiftly, and I don't mean quickly Describe to a T my vulnerability, you see And I was reborn as a sunrise Blink twice with all eyes, you caught me by surprise My jaw slacking, passerby's prepping the toe tag I'm so desperate to be understood I don't wanna be alone Nor tethered to carrier pigeons with messages to home So please absolve me from the chords of this phone No, no, I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna be alone Nor tethered to carrier pigeons with messages to home So please absolve me from the chords of this phone I don't wanna be alone anymore
6.
I can't bare to live, I ain't the fucking Revenant In fact I only breathe to try and stay relevant It's evident, I'm dwelling in the sentiment Of how I've personified for years how to set a new precedent And I'm overcome by fear of overcoming fears Head so full of thoughts it starts leaking out my ears And my inner dialogue don't got an inside voice Do the chemical reactions infer just the illusion of choice And does God rejoice in the comfort of a lost soul If so, I wish I was better at learning to let go So let's go, meet me where the sidewalk ends We can collect our favorite shells, that shelter what we hide within When I can't admit when I'm down So I guess I just lied again And I guess I just lied again So listen all y'all, this is self sabotage As I wonder if my depression is an inside job So listen all y'all, this is self sabotage As I wonder if my depression is an inside job
7.
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
8.
I'm a choose your own adventure being read in sequence An epilogue of pretense that no longer needs sense I'm a rabbit arriving to a party on time I'm a stranger that stays being nice online I'm a joy ride at the peak of rush hour Relaxing at home in an ice cold shower I'm a fast food drive thru that gets your order right Always throw up on the blunt, never ask for a light Yea, I'm like electric Dylan for the folks The personification of Bo Inside with the jokes My rhymes is fire like Hendrix's guitar My favorite album by Blink is probably Boxcar I'm a corporation that pays it's taxes I'm a healthcare plan the impoverished can access I mean what I say, I ain't afraid of fact checks We in with the out crowd I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different While squares take the shape of the box that they live in I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in I said, I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different While squares take the shape of the box that they live in I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in I've always been a little bit odd but that's the shit bitch Two Drinks in at the party plastered Not sure who these people are but I should tell 'em I'm a rapper That always go well, that never goes well Like sticking with the first choice than a better hotel You never know if it's haunted or if it has hooker sex on it My crooked leg walk is my favorite fucking party trick If the joke fails I might recluse into the next room Before any insecure dirty laundry gets exhumed Excuse me can you hand me that uhhh plate Nah nah not that one, yeah the one with the sponge cake Appreciate it!, Me? Brandon but my friends abbreviate it You could call me B, LU, L.U., whatever creams your bacon Ah fuck yeah, memories with strangers I think I'm kinda into it like the snare from St. Anger I'll take the remainders you could pour the rest for them tho I'm with the out crowd playing Heave Ho on the Nintendo Let's go I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different While squares take the shape of the box that they live in I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in I said, I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different While squares take the shape of the box that they live in I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in I've always been a little bit odd but that's the shit bitch Such an oddball that only few roll with me so nobody but I love my homebodies by the river the water comes and goes So fast Its slow , this you ought to know You got a friend in me , but I'm not so nice to be We all got problems, I'm trying to set you free That's the path to the gate with the lock off To frolic in the field dodging any lost thoughts I like the cut off your jib Weird recognize weird cause we recognize gifts Neurodivergent, and the word fits That's the reason I am on my shit Often citing dummy old crappy demons For orchestrating the crash of my dreaming You do the math ill do the sleeping But please keep watch on my pockets and my keepings friends I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different While squares take the shape of the box that they live in I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in I said, I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different While squares take the shape of the box that they live in I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in I've always been a little bit odd but that's the shit bitch
9.
Houseplant 03:12
I feel like I've been resurrected as a houseplant That I wouldn't trust myself with to keep alive One with browning leaves and wilting stems It'll take months for anyone to realize I even died And yea, I've been channeling my inner botanist As a way to combat life, lonely, monotonous Studying up, and trying to practice Though I'm not convinced I could maintain a cactus And I started collecting succulents 'Cause life sucks, then it sucks you in Ain't it funny how depression can block our basic needs As time slowly begins to expire our seeds And yea, I'll eventually start to see Why what's not meant for me creates jealousy As growth remains stagnate, I need to re-pot Betrayed by my roots, I choke myself out Can someone please show me How to take care of me How to nurture myself Properly Can someone please show me How to take care of me How to nurture myself Properly I thought getting a plant would cure my loneliness But it just serves as a reminder of unrequited love And when it dies I'll replace it with another Though I need to get in the dirt to do the work Confused feelings are getting in the way of my friendships I'm no longer certain the roots of my senses And I thought I found a cure in art Trying to propagate a piece of my broken heart So I'm stealing bulbs off the floor of Home Depots Like we used to do together And there's not enough light in this apartment To keep and enjoy a thriving garden I keep thinking these plants will fill the void Of everything I'm trying so hard to avoid I miss feeling love, I miss feeling seen But my thumb is so far up my ass, it's no longer green Can someone please show me How to take care of me How to nurture myself Properly Can someone please show me How to take care of me How to nurture myself Properly
10.
They say the transition phase is more than beneficial Then why does it seem like moving on is a bigger issue This constant cycle of a broken heart, all the painful scars That remind me just how much I have to live without you Don't regret the choice I made, but my heart is still enraged All I can do is feel, try my best to heal, in this sea of solitude Why is it so hard move on without you, cause I never had a real plan to I hope you'll make it to see the new version of me, that I see after you Time waits for no one Even when you're all alone Time waits for no one Got to find a way to move on My head in the clouds got me feeling jet lagged In flight movie of all my regrets and setbacks Emotional baggage don't fit in the overhead And sometimes it don't feel like I'm really over with All this weight on my shoulders, can I carry on But I know healing's not a race, it's more of a marathon And I used to pray I was someone that you missed But it's okay to have strangers with lips we once kissed And I'm thankful for the times that you walked by my side Even if we had different destinations in mind It's all love in due time, switch lanes to a new life Shift focus, recenter, and explore a new light I thought I needed reassurance and reason But I can find closure in the changing of the seasons When I no longer live in the where did we go wrong I'm turning in my keys, ready to move on Time waits for no one Even when you're all alone Time waits for no one Got to find a way to move on Packing all my things, yea we're moving on I put my love into me, since you've been gone I got a lot to learn, but I ain't no idol I'm ready to go, headed west like I'm Fievel Packing all my things, yea we're moving on I put my love into me, since you've been gone I got a lot to learn, but I ain't no idol I'm ready to go
11.
Sunroom 03:08
I wanna live in a house with a sun room Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon Staring out at a beautiful view Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new I wanna live in a house with a sun room Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon Staring out at a beautiful view Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new And yea you know I've been working on my healing Starting to embrace being present in my feeling Hopefully, find the real me, 'cause really This feeling is pretty damn appealing, and I wanna live in a house with a sun room Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon Staring out at a beautiful view Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new I've been chasing my dreams and seeing the stars Cuddling sheep in the back seats of some cars I'm just trying to find home in a life on the road People finding hope in some stories I've told I just wanna make some memories I can hold And look back and smile on when I get old 'Cause I got a lot of love left in me And I'm starting to see every step forward as a sign of me winning, and I wanna live in a house with a sun room Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon Staring out at a beautiful view Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new And yea I'm truly grateful to the people that have shown me What it means to love, but now I need to hold me Solely, I can hold me, no need to worry You know I got me, got me And yea you know I've been working on my healing Starting to embrace being present in my feeling Hopefully, find the real me, 'cause really This feeling is pretty damn appealing, and I wanna live in a house with a sun room Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon Staring out at a beautiful view Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new I wanna live in a house with a sun room Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon Staring out at a beautiful view Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new I wanna live in a house with a sun room Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon Staring out at a beautiful view Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new I wanna live in a house with a sun room Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon Staring out at a beautiful view Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new

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released March 31, 2023

side a - 1. inside my mind (featuring john s hall) 2. stay indoors (featuring ledus) 3. stag nation 4. the night your heart got ripped out 5. the place we had our first date went out of business then so did we 6. inside job (featuring amani reid)
side b - 7. the invitation 8. in with the out crowd (featuring heirmax, love ulysses, and duncecap) 9. houseplant
10. in motion (featuring kouraj) 11. sunroom 12. (the indoorsman) reprise

all lyrics and vocals written and performed by the taste of vomit, additional lyrics and vocals written and performed by john s hall on track 1, ledus on track 2, heirmax love uylsses and duncecap on track 8, and kouraj on track 10.
production on tracks 1-4, and 6-11 by davesocozy. production on track 5 by different star. production on track 12 by steven bupp. recorded, mixed, and mastered by davesocozy at cozy lotus studios. art by the taste of vomit and davesocozy. (2023)

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