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I N S I D E M Y M I N D
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
Let's go
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
Let's go
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
I N S I D E M Y M I N D
Let's go
Inside my mind it's dark and dangerous
You don't want to go in there without a gun and a flashlight
Inside my mind it's dark and confusing
You don't want to go in there without a compass or a GPS
Inside my mind it's dark and lonely
You don't want to go in there without a friend or a lot of self love
Inside my mind it's dark and there's no food
You don't want to go in there without a sandwich or a salad or something
Inside my mind it's dark and, well, it's very dark
You don't want to go in there without some optimism and definitely that flashlight
Inside my mind it's dark and ignorant
If you were to come inside I'd appreciate it if you brought an encyclopedia
Or some kind of device that has access to Wikipedia and what not
Inside my mind its very very dark
And if you could come inside and maybe shed some light
I'd appreciate it very much
Inside
My
Mind
Mind
My
Inside
Inside
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Stay Indoors (ft. Ledus)
03:54
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Let's sing our own song about the joy of staying indoors
I know of a place where you never get harmed
A magical place with magical charms
Indoors
Indoors
Indoors
Take it away
It seems I've been stuck in this room for so long
I'm hallucinating colors of wind on my walls
My pity is top tier we having a ball
As a sea of water bottles is blocking the door
A pyramid of laundry is the eighth wonder
My blanket is a black hole sucking me under
I'm shocked how my worry can satisfy my hunger
And I wonder when the silence is gonna call my number
I haven't turned the lights on in like a week
My brain is in a daze, body feels weak
Time pass like the years that we leap
So I got a leg up on accepting defeat
And yea my heart called me out of work again
The voices in my head tend to be my only friend
How long do i wait for the heaviness to end
I'm tired of these emotions and having to balance them
It's been so long since I've seen you
Always alone in my room, but nothing is wrong
There's a chord on the shades I don't know what its for
Been isolated so long I'm generating lore
Peering through the blinds is deteriorating minds
Do you think there is a flaw in my interior design
Surviving off supplies that arrive by delivery
Confused by the confusion of how confusing my feelings be
As regret coats the walls like nicotine
A sign on the door reads Thanks For Not Visiting
And I think I might be allergic to my shower
Drunk on ignored texts, missing happy hour
The pillow becomes an extension of my head
As my body is now chemically fused to this bed
I sleep all day and still feel restless
I know what to do, but feel so helpless
Like a ghost trapped between planes of existence
I'm tied to this room with unfinished business
It's been so long since I've seen you
Always alone in my room
But nothing is wrong
Nothing is wrong
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Stag Nation
02:27
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I got memories like a disposable camera
I'm overexposed and running out of stamina
Stuck between the whole like E and A
As I meander, it's just me and a
Sort of directionless state
Been known to take a passive take on fate
I'm driftwood in the eye of the storm
And my wave opposes the currents of the norm
A flag in the window where hope and hopelessness converge
Re-calibrate the search
When I don't even know what I'm looking for
Treasure map on the floor, tattered and torn
At a standstill, still scared to explore
I don't know what there is to be moving towards
Shift focus, I know our ship wasn't bogus
It was beneficial to both of us, I just
Don't wanna view the past through shit colored lens
Nor trap you in my thoughts like life sentences
Please don't mention it, I guess I'm still sensitive
I can't talk 'cause healing is expense-ative
And I just wanna move
But I can't seem to move
And I feel like I've been locked out of purgatory
Bruno Mars with the grenade in the conservatory
I came this close to blowing up my progress
In search of a fantasy like Lake Loch Ness
Feet planted deep routed in trauma
Is to exist on this planet to exist in drama
Comma, my thoughts are a run on sentence
And all the love letters is like did we meant this
I stay mixed up the tenses
I been scared to trust any of my senses
I feel so senseless, stagnate, defenseless
Uncomfortable, sitting on these fences
If I can't let you go, would you let me go
It's not that I don't care I just wanna let you know
That I'm sinking in the sand, reaching for your hand
When our love is in the back of a U-haul van, and
I just wanna move
But I can't seem to move
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Show me where it hurts
Kiss you where your soul first left this Earth
We can bathe in all your worth
Just show me where it hurts
I wanna hear about
The night your heart got ripped out
So tell me what you need
I wanna be your nourishment, take my body as your feed
And we can plant the seed
Just tell me what you need
I wanna hear about
The night your heart got ripped out
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I don't wanna be alone
Nor tethered to carrier pigeons with messages to home
So please absolve me from the chords of this phone
No, no, I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
Nor tethered to carrier pigeons with messages to home
So please absolve me from the chords of this phone
I don't wanna be alone anymore
A time machine is a dirty picture of brick and mortar
By a courtyard, see the moon by the gazebo, I'm transported
To exploring bodies from the airwaves over the Atlantic
Hit the bell if you like, but our love was organic
The Irish mountain tops were a beautiful view
A snapshot, snap back, no cap, it's like what do I do
But I'd be reminisced to claim I know not what I miss
Vocal tonality fades but the warmth still exists
So messages come cloaked in black neon paint
But is this really healing or just another escape
I tried to cope Swiftly, and I don't mean quickly
Describe to a T my vulnerability, you see
And I was reborn as a sunrise
Blink twice with all eyes, you caught me by surprise
My jaw slacking, passerby's prepping the toe tag
I'm so desperate to be understood
I don't wanna be alone
Nor tethered to carrier pigeons with messages to home
So please absolve me from the chords of this phone
No, no, I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
Nor tethered to carrier pigeons with messages to home
So please absolve me from the chords of this phone
I don't wanna be alone anymore
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I can't bare to live, I ain't the fucking Revenant
In fact I only breathe to try and stay relevant
It's evident, I'm dwelling in the sentiment
Of how I've personified for years how to set a new precedent
And I'm overcome by fear of overcoming fears
Head so full of thoughts it starts leaking out my ears
And my inner dialogue don't got an inside voice
Do the chemical reactions infer just the illusion of choice
And does God rejoice in the comfort of a lost soul
If so, I wish I was better at learning to let go
So let's go, meet me where the sidewalk ends
We can collect our favorite shells, that shelter what we hide within
When I can't admit when I'm down
So I guess I just lied again
And I guess I just lied again
So listen all y'all, this is self sabotage
As I wonder if my depression is an inside job
So listen all y'all, this is self sabotage
As I wonder if my depression is an inside job
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The Invitation
01:00
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I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
I wanna be invited but I don't wanna go
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I'm a choose your own adventure being read in sequence
An epilogue of pretense that no longer needs sense
I'm a rabbit arriving to a party on time
I'm a stranger that stays being nice online
I'm a joy ride at the peak of rush hour
Relaxing at home in an ice cold shower
I'm a fast food drive thru that gets your order right
Always throw up on the blunt, never ask for a light
Yea, I'm like electric Dylan for the folks
The personification of Bo Inside with the jokes
My rhymes is fire like Hendrix's guitar
My favorite album by Blink is probably Boxcar
I'm a corporation that pays it's taxes
I'm a healthcare plan the impoverished can access
I mean what I say, I ain't afraid of fact checks
We in with the out crowd
I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different
While squares take the shape of the box that they live in
I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in
I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in
I said, I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different
While squares take the shape of the box that they live in
I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in
I've always been a little bit odd but that's the shit bitch
Two Drinks in at the party plastered
Not sure who these people are but I should tell 'em I'm a rapper
That always go well, that never goes well
Like sticking with the first choice than a better hotel
You never know if it's haunted or if it has hooker sex on it
My crooked leg walk is my favorite fucking party trick
If the joke fails I might recluse into the next room
Before any insecure dirty laundry gets exhumed
Excuse me can you hand me that uhhh plate
Nah nah not that one, yeah the one with the sponge cake
Appreciate it!, Me? Brandon but my friends abbreviate it
You could call me B, LU, L.U., whatever creams your bacon
Ah fuck yeah, memories with strangers
I think I'm kinda into it like the snare from St. Anger
I'll take the remainders you could pour the rest for them tho
I'm with the out crowd playing Heave Ho on the Nintendo
Let's go
I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different
While squares take the shape of the box that they live in
I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in
I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in
I said, I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different
While squares take the shape of the box that they live in
I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in
I've always been a little bit odd but that's the shit bitch
Such an oddball that only few roll with me
so nobody but I love my homebodies
by the river the water comes and goes
So fast Its slow , this you ought to know
You got a friend in me , but I'm not so nice to be
We all got problems, I'm trying to set you free
That's the path to the gate with the lock off
To frolic in the field dodging any lost thoughts
I like the cut off your jib
Weird recognize weird cause we recognize gifts
Neurodivergent, and the word fits
That's the reason I am on my shit
Often citing dummy old crappy demons
For orchestrating the crash of my dreaming
You do the math ill do the sleeping
But please keep watch on my pockets and my keepings friends
I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different
While squares take the shape of the box that they live in
I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in
I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in
I said, I'm in with the out crowd and proud to be different
While squares take the shape of the box that they live in
I've always been a little bit odd and never fit in
I've always been a little bit odd but that's the shit bitch
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Houseplant
03:12
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I feel like I've been resurrected as a houseplant
That I wouldn't trust myself with to keep alive
One with browning leaves and wilting stems
It'll take months for anyone to realize I even died
And yea, I've been channeling my inner botanist
As a way to combat life, lonely, monotonous
Studying up, and trying to practice
Though I'm not convinced I could maintain a cactus
And I started collecting succulents
'Cause life sucks, then it sucks you in
Ain't it funny how depression can block our basic needs
As time slowly begins to expire our seeds
And yea, I'll eventually start to see
Why what's not meant for me creates jealousy
As growth remains stagnate, I need to re-pot
Betrayed by my roots, I choke myself out
Can someone please show me
How to take care of me
How to nurture myself
Properly
Can someone please show me
How to take care of me
How to nurture myself
Properly
I thought getting a plant would cure my loneliness
But it just serves as a reminder of unrequited love
And when it dies I'll replace it with another
Though I need to get in the dirt to do the work
Confused feelings are getting in the way of my friendships
I'm no longer certain the roots of my senses
And I thought I found a cure in art
Trying to propagate a piece of my broken heart
So I'm stealing bulbs off the floor of Home Depots
Like we used to do together
And there's not enough light in this apartment
To keep and enjoy a thriving garden
I keep thinking these plants will fill the void
Of everything I'm trying so hard to avoid
I miss feeling love, I miss feeling seen
But my thumb is so far up my ass, it's no longer green
Can someone please show me
How to take care of me
How to nurture myself
Properly
Can someone please show me
How to take care of me
How to nurture myself
Properly
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In Motion (ft. Kouraj)
03:33
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They say the transition phase is more than beneficial
Then why does it seem like moving on is a bigger issue
This constant cycle of a broken heart, all the painful scars
That remind me just how much I have to live without you
Don't regret the choice I made, but my heart is still enraged
All I can do is feel, try my best to heal, in this sea of solitude
Why is it so hard move on without you, cause I never had a real plan to
I hope you'll make it to see the new version of me, that I see after you
Time waits for no one
Even when you're all alone
Time waits for no one
Got to find a way to move on
My head in the clouds got me feeling jet lagged
In flight movie of all my regrets and setbacks
Emotional baggage don't fit in the overhead
And sometimes it don't feel like I'm really over with
All this weight on my shoulders, can I carry on
But I know healing's not a race, it's more of a marathon
And I used to pray I was someone that you missed
But it's okay to have strangers with lips we once kissed
And I'm thankful for the times that you walked by my side
Even if we had different destinations in mind
It's all love in due time, switch lanes to a new life
Shift focus, recenter, and explore a new light
I thought I needed reassurance and reason
But I can find closure in the changing of the seasons
When I no longer live in the where did we go wrong
I'm turning in my keys, ready to move on
Time waits for no one
Even when you're all alone
Time waits for no one
Got to find a way to move on
Packing all my things, yea we're moving on
I put my love into me, since you've been gone
I got a lot to learn, but I ain't no idol
I'm ready to go, headed west like I'm Fievel
Packing all my things, yea we're moving on
I put my love into me, since you've been gone
I got a lot to learn, but I ain't no idol
I'm ready to go
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Sunroom
03:08
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I wanna live in a house with a sun room
Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon
Staring out at a beautiful view
Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new
I wanna live in a house with a sun room
Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon
Staring out at a beautiful view
Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new
And yea you know I've been working on my healing
Starting to embrace being present in my feeling
Hopefully, find the real me, 'cause really
This feeling is pretty damn appealing, and
I wanna live in a house with a sun room
Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon
Staring out at a beautiful view
Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new
I've been chasing my dreams and seeing the stars
Cuddling sheep in the back seats of some cars
I'm just trying to find home in a life on the road
People finding hope in some stories I've told
I just wanna make some memories I can hold
And look back and smile on when I get old
'Cause I got a lot of love left in me
And I'm starting to see every step forward as a sign of me winning, and
I wanna live in a house with a sun room
Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon
Staring out at a beautiful view
Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new
And yea I'm truly grateful to the people that have shown me
What it means to love, but now I need to hold me
Solely, I can hold me, no need to worry
You know I got me, got me
And yea you know I've been working on my healing
Starting to embrace being present in my feeling
Hopefully, find the real me, 'cause really
This feeling is pretty damn appealing, and
I wanna live in a house with a sun room
Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon
Staring out at a beautiful view
Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new
I wanna live in a house with a sun room
Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon
Staring out at a beautiful view
Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new
I wanna live in a house with a sun room
Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon
Staring out at a beautiful view
Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new
I wanna live in a house with a sun room
Proud of my growth, but don't claim to be done soon
Staring out at a beautiful view
Waving bye to the moon, tides bringing in the new
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